Why is this so hard!
There’s this guy whose practically my best friend but he kind of wants to be more than that.
The thing is I really don’t feel the same way. I think he’s amazing and I do love hanging out with him, it just I don’t feel the same way he does.
There’s these times when I just want to step back and clarify that we’re “just friends” as nicely as I possibly can.
It’s not that I feel uncomfortable around him or anything, I just get the feeling that whatever it is means something different to him than it does to me, and more than anything I don’t want to lead him on in anyway.
The other thing that makes it so hard is I completely get where he’s coming from.
There’s this guy, who is a friend, that I just can’t get out of my head. He’s so infatuating and I love talking to him (he also happens to be really cute).
Nothing will ever happen though. He’s in love with the nicest and most beautiful girl. Ironically my best friends last crush.
They’re amazing together and she makes him so happy.
I’m definitely just opting to ignore whatever I think about him. Just friends is fine with me. While we’re not best friends, like him and one of my female friends are, we managed to stay up to 3am just laughing, talking about nothing and listening to music while slowly falling asleep. It was really nice, and despite the fact that sometimes I doubt if we’re really friends, or simply just acquaintances, I think we’re pretty close now, even if we only talk a little bit every now and then.
Simply put I like him like crazy, but acknowledge he’s just my friend, and that’s all I’ll treat him as. I can deal with that for now. Also really don’t want to loose my other friend. I hope it all works out cause I just don’t want to lead him on in anyway, but I just don’t like him in that way.
if you’re somewhere dark and scary and you think ‘this feels like the first five minutes of supernatural or a horror movie’ then start walking like a dinosaur for no apparent reason. because no-one in the first five minutes of supernatural or a horror movie would start walking like a dinosaur for no apparent reason.
The ultimate survive tip
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like whatHaving both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.
when supernatural ends forever, somewhere in the background of the finale there should be a news headline mentioning how carver edlund’s cult book series is going to be adapted into a tv show