I made this video at 4:00 in the morning, I’ve never made anything like this before so the quality of all the clips isnt that good.
This video to me is Deans reaction to Cas’s death.
A death that causes him to become a bit crazy.
The song is “The Prayer” by Bloc Party, and nothing other than the editing of this video is mine.
Misha all the way on April Fools day bitchesssss
(via moollyhooper)
So this come came on shuffle yesterday, and all i can say was i was transported.
It was in the Impala, the road was endless and a sort of montage happened.
Dean turning up this song and Cas giving him his trademark head tilt. Dean then laughed and said “Seriously, you’ve never head Bon Jovi?”.
Cas shook his head and Dead resorted to singing the word as loud as he could to make Cas feel more comfortable.
Then there was just a lot of images of those two in the Impala, Cas sleeping when it comes on, It (The song) coming on after Cas is missing, It coming on in a diner him and Sam are eating in, just a lot of that and the different scenarios and emotions that would ensue.
Rainy night and we worked all day
We both got jobs ‘cause there’s bills to pay
We got something they can’t take away
Our love, our lives
Close the door, leave the cold outside
I don’t need nothing when I’m by your side
We got something that’ll never die
Our dreams, our pride
My heart beats like a drum (all night)
Flesh to flesh, one to one (and it’s alright)
And I’ll never let go cause
There’s something I know deep inside
You were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
Light a candle, blow the world away
Table for two on a TV tray
It ain’t fancy, baby that’s OK
Our time, our way
So hold me close better hang on tight
Buckle up, baby, it’s a bumpy ride
We’re two kids hitching down the road of life
Our world, our fight
If we stand side by side (all night)
There’s a chance we’ll get by (and it’s alright)
And I’ll know that you’ll be live
In my heart till the day that I die
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
[Solo]
My heart beats like a drum (all night)
Flesh to flesh, one to one (and it’s alright)
And I’ll never let go cause
There’s something I know deep inside
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
We got something to believe in
Even if we don’t know where we stand
Only God would know the reasons
But I bet he must have had a plan
Cause you were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
You were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man
So this is an amazing little (well not so little) band from Australia called “Ball Park Music”
When I hear this I just imagine something really, really shit has happened to either Dean or Cas, and that this is just one of them pleading with the other to let it out.
If they have to talk about what happened, embrace it or even just let all the anger and grief out in one big event, then to do that.
They just need to Surrender.
It’s okay, it’s alright
It’s true terror in the middle of the night
Give in if it makes you feel better
So surrender
So surrender
I’m a shotgun filled with paint, and I’m too big to operate
and I just throw my limbs around
I grow - grow from the ground
It’s okay, it’s alright
It’s true terror in the middle of the night
Give in if it makes you feel better
So surrender
So surrender
I’ve never been your number one, I’m a helicopter at an endless sun
I’ve got no guns, no sense of pride
I grow - grow from the ground
But lately I’m feeling down and in my nice dream I could see your blouse
It was bright yellow and it made my day
I grow - grow from the ground
It’s okay, it’s alright
It’s true terror in the middle of the night
Give in if it makes you feel better
So surrender
So surrender
It’s okay, it’s alright
It’s true terror in the middle of the night
Give in if it makes you feel better
So surrender
So surrender
How could I pass this one up, it is practically Castiels theme song. It has ruined my musical taste forever :P
I love it and so it’s my first song post. Enjoy :) xx
So this one I see as sort of a denial song. I can imagine this from Deans point of view, denying that he’s in love with Cas, but admitting that he may actually need him…. Just a little…. Or a lot….. Or maybe a lot more than a lot….
Give me a reason Why I'm feeling this way Tryin' all the time
To keep the blues at bay When I sleep at night you're all I see You're in my head Like cable TV It's no use When it's self abuse I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you
I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you My friends they're all asking Am I still that way I tell them that I'm livin' Day by fuckin day They wouldn't be askin' They just wouldn't say But I gave up on hidin' it Yesterday They're lookin' straight through And I know what they see I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you
I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you Livin' on daydreams It's not like the real thing But it's all that I got And a liar I'm not But I'm lyin' When I'm tellin' the truth
I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you
I Dont need love to get me through I Dont need love all shiny and new I dont need love I tell myself thats its true I may not need love but I sure need you
So I’ve sort of given up on the singing and prefer more the mental images I get from each song. This one for some reason reminds me so much of post-Lucifer Castiel that I couldn’t not post it. Hope you enjoy.
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the
I was following the pack, all swallowed in their coats
With scarves of red tied ‘round their throats
To keep their little heads from falling in the snow, and I turned ‘round and there you go
And Michael, you would fall and turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summertime
I was following the pack, all swallowed in their coats
With scarves of red tied ‘round their throats
To keep their little heads from falling in the snow, and I turned ‘round and there you go
And Michael, you would fall and turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summertime
I was following the pack, all swallowed in their coats
With scarves of red tied ‘round their throats
To keep their little heads from falling in the snow, and I turned ‘round and there you go
And Michael, you would fall and turn the white snow red as strawberries in summertime
So this one I don’t see anyone singing this per-say. I just see this as some background music to scenes unfolding. When I hear this song I see something terrible happening. Someone capturing Cas, like happened in Purgatory, and Dean going all sociopath and not stopping until he find Cas, and the people who took him. The way the music builds just appeals to me. Hope you can picture this too :)
You know you’re not the only one
To see the boy that you hold very close to you,
He’s not your kind of guy, I hope you realize
I have no care for answers, ‘cos now you’re standing only next to me, oh oh
So take me on a tangent, ‘cos tangible is something we perceive, oh oh
I don’t want to be just another,
Fighter without fire, nothing to inspire,
In a million years when we’re older
Finally we can be part of history
From a retrospective point of view,
It’s time to reinvest, don’t care to what extent,
Subconscious disarray, I want to look away,
I’ll live to shadow-play
I can’t tell the difference,
When everyone’s pretending to play ball oh oh
Now I’m all for resistance,
But I can’t take it anymore oh oh
I don’t want to be just another,
Fighter without fire, nothing to inspire,
In a million years when we’re older
Finally we can be part of history
[x2]
Finally we can be part of history
I told you,
I tell myself,
It’s alright, alright, alright
I don’t want to be just another,
Fighter without fire, nothing to inspire,
In a million years when we’re older
Finally we can be part of history
[x2]
Be My Escape - Relient K
Pretty Self explanatory :) I see from Cas’s side hope you enjoy, sorry i dont really know what i can say for this that the song doesn’t :)
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
‘Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
‘Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
‘Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
‘Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Sorry - Chris Daughtry
I hadn’t listened to this in almost 18 months and then it came on, on shuffle and i almost cried. It’s just everything, and i mean EVERYTHING i imagined Cas saying, thinking and wanting to get through to Dean. Just there are no words you have to listen to the song!
Come Back Down - Lifehouse
This is a band i found through smallville many many many years back. I still love them but not as much as i used to :). I see this coming from Dean, but not directly to Cas. I see this as more what he wishes whenever hes alone that he had the guts to say, or something he silently thinks and hopes Cas can hear him. :)
Staring right back in the face
A memory can’t be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I’m gonna miss
I know, that I can’t hide
All this time is passing by
I think it’s time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through
Start to breathe and fake a smile
It’s all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through
You’re coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You’re coming back down
You don’t have to tell me what you’re feeling
I know what you’re going through
I won’t be the one that lets go of you
I think it’s time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through
Better Be Home Soon - Crowded House
So I’m not i huge crowded house fan but this song, it just hits all the right places for me. I see it coming from Dean, all his emotions just spilling out and finally realizing all he wants no matter what the angel did, is for Cas to be by his side again.
Somewhere deep inside
Something’s got a hold on you
And it’s pushing me aside
See it stretch on forever
I know I’m right
For the first time in my life
That’s why I tell you
You’d better be home soon
Stripping back the coats
Of lies and deception
Back to nothingness
Like a week in the desert
I know I’m right
For the first time in my life
That’s why I tell you
You’d better be home soon
So don’t say no, don’t say nothing’s wrong
Cos when you get back home maybe I’ll be gone
It would cause me pain
If we were to end it
But I could start again
You can depend on it
I know I’m right
For the first time in my life
That’s why I tell you
You’d better be home soon
That’s why I tell you
You’d better be home soon
